May 2013
58 posts
And I don’t know what i’ve done to me. And as I watch you disappear into the ground my one mistake was that I never let you down. So i’ll waste my time and I’ll burn my mind. I miss nothing, I miss everything.
…miss matter you had her, now she’s going away… i don’t need to be save…
And I don’t know where I am. And I don’t know...
“Every day I wake up. Every day I wake up alone.
Let me open up the discussion...”
I’m told multiple times that as long as I do my best that’s all that matters. But whenever I do my best its never good enough for them. It’s useless to try to explain to them.
I feel unneeded the more and more I don’t see them because of school and they go off and do their thing and they’re happy without me there. And even when I am there I might as well not be there.
Now I find myself...
The more and more the days pass, the more alone I am and the more okay I am with it.
“Are you better?
i suppose.
what do you mean you suppose?”
Well why do you ask me if you get mad the second I try to be honest with you both and try to tell you that no i’m not better. This is the exact reason why I don’t tell you things. You don’t understand. You never do, you never will. In your world, all I have to be is perfect and i’m sorry to tell you,...
So….. Yeah….
“His eyes upon your face
His hand upon your hand
His lips caress your skin...”
– Moulin Rouge <3
Let me take a moment to say that I hate everyone right now. That is all… Have a nice day! :D
It’s been a long hard day and did a lot of work by myself. Rehearse for tomorrow’s concert too. Eating lunch alone then going to a lesson for an hour. Then spending the night alone in my room studying. It’s been like this for weeks now… :p I’m in a very blah mood lately.
“Don’t write a letter when you want to leave. Don’t call me at 3am...”
– Tell me on a Sunday from Song & Dance
I have so much to say but I won’t. It’s not worth it. Bottom line, people are self-centered, hypocritical, liars and plain out ridiculous. The more the days pass, the more I become disappointed because they’re proving the point above right every time.
